dance???

I've been exchanging messages with a friend at Friendster for days. I gave
her a call last night and we agreed to meet.

I really don't know the charm of Autoshop but she insisted of going there.
Well, for fun and for spontaneity, I was for it.

Of course, everybody was expected to grind. Having inclined to rock music
for almost half of my life, it was really hard for me to get into the dance
floor. I just can't move my body the way they dance. I know I'm getting
the feel for it but my head would just bang. I'm just overwhelmed with rock
music.

A rock concert would be better

...peace of mind, PLEASE!!!

I’m having a hard time getting out from my past resignation. For 9 years,
I’m still attached to that feeling... I’m still in love with a friend.

She haunts me and getting over it is hard as a rock.

*sigh

Oh please God help me.

*sigh...life

Hmmmm. I don't know if I'll have a very long weekend or get into the
project with my team. I know that we only have 70 days to get it done but
it's really tempting to do things that I like. I was thinking of getting
bicycle parts and assemble it myself, walk with my dogs or just get some new
DVD titles and watch until I get my eyes tired.

*sigh. I just have to enjoy having this project so we could have a very
good Christmas.without work, without late night programming. just "lip
gloss".

I also don't know how I survived this very boring day. This day was so fast
and people just tend to be ignored. It was all for the chance to get some
sleep, to get out the place and to get some air.

Anyway, I don't make sense anymore. I'm just getting irrational and I just
have to get more sleep.

franco loco

Franco was able to visit me at the office and I’m just happy that we were able to talk. It’s been months since our last meet.

We’ve been friends for 11 years and he’s like a brother to me. Music is our passion and this has been our thing. We’ve been to concerts, gigs and contests. This has somewhat made our friendship strong. We also have the same humor and we laugh a lot.

Anyway, we’ll see each other on weekend. This would be fun.

...got whacked

It's Monday and my day was busy as expected. The workstation for health
care got whacked out. I really have doubts in running Windows NT 4.0 on a
Pentium 4 2.4 GHz machine. I'm glad that some people are there to work
things for me. I hope things will go ok on that machine as my officemates
expect it to work.

When bad things happen, good things are always there to get things into
balance. Since the machine doesn't work, the one's in charge has been
always there to bug me. I'm just glad the she is cute. All the pressure
has gone when she smiles back to me. I just love the feeling.

Anyway, I'm also trying to find out when my zipper got opened. I realized
it when I was almost done with my lunch with my orthodontist. To my
disgust, I just said, "Abri man diay akong zipper?!" My orthodontist told
me that it was open minutes ago. *sigh* this is embarrassing.

being single

My friend Meiko was right. I'm getting comfortable being single.

Why am I getting comfortable? Maybe because I'm tired of getting myself
rejected when I try getting into someone. I just had enough of it and being
single has made me find my sanity.

I'm just afraid getting into this situation as my time is running out. I
want to have kids and I want to enjoy them. The thing is, I just can't find
my match. Am I destined to be alone? How can I find her? Until when will I
have to wait? *sigh

If there's this thing as "you're sorry as hell", maybe I'm into it right
now.

...sigh

I got so much for this day. I had installed the passbook printer at Matina
branch, had my braces checked and monitored some programs and requests.

I also got a chance to get out and checked for some BMX. I just want to
have one so I could have it as my exercise machine. I know this would help
me a lot in losing weight aside from getting some crunch in the morning and
in the evening.

I just have to decide tonight so we could test and go places. I really miss
getting myself on bike.

somewhat damaged

I'm almost done with almost all of my tasks and I'm somewhat damaged.

I've been to some places today, doing the things I'm expected to do. I just
can't imagine how fast time has consumed. Too many tasks yet too little
time.

Anyway, I just have to get some of air. I'm doing this blog in the office
and I hope to get into good things later tonight.

hopping in

Finally, my group has met and discussed on our new project. I'm very much
pleased and I'm very excited on getting to the tasks. This would be very
fast and would be exciting.

I'm also thinking of getting my mp3s to DVDs. I'll get some of my time on
Saturday as I want them all in one place.

I don't make sense anymore and I just have to shut up.

i'm very happy

So much has happened for the past weeks and I'm very happy that things have
gone my way.

Last Sunday, I did a presentation to the board and I'm glad that it was all
great. My proposal was approved right away and I just can't believe it.
I'll be again very busy for the next 70 days and I hope I could get into the
plan. It'll be hell but I know it'll be fun.

I'm also getting deeper with metal for the past weeks. I got Pantera,
Shadows Fall, Trivium, Disturbed and Drowning Pool on my iPod and I hope to
get some to it. Maybe some Cradle Of Filth, Slayer, Dimmu Borgir and Arch
Enemy would be fine. I just have to find them and burn it to DVDs.

Anyway, I have to sleep.

the thing that shouldn't be

I was just browsing for some pictures at friendster when I got into my
crush's page.

I really don't know. After 9 years, I'm still affected. I was in love,
got over it and now, I'm still hoping to get her.

This is really getting into me right now. I just don't know what to do
about it. Is this true love or something to get things complicated?

*sigh

I just feel empty

WiFi at Avenue S

Hmmmm. I'm glad that I was able to get the WiFi setup done at Avenue S.
Actually, I'm having this blog at my laptop.

Anyway, I have to make this short as I have to do some things for myself.

I'm back

It's been days since I got myself into my blog. I was busy with my work and
sad to say but I'm getting to be normal this time. I sleep early and have
my meals on time.

Work has been ok and I really enjoyed getting into my officemates. Some do
like to laugh and some just get into their shells.

I'm still trying to get into the system as I was somewhat "damaged" to my
previous job. I missed it but I just have to get into this. I have a
mission to finish and I think I could do that in 3 months. It may sound too
much but I just have to cut those unnecessary just to get to the point.

I'm also thinking of some designs for www.davaowildwateradventure.com. I
hope there would be a schedule for Sunday as I don't have that much time for
that on weekdays.

Hmmmm

I also forgot to mention my new toy. I was issued with a laptop and I just
love it. Powered with AMD Turion and ATI Radeon, I just love the feel of
it. I can now burn DVDs, do WiFi and the best of it, its super light.

Anyway, I have to end here. I just have to do some things for tomorrow.

busy as busy

So much had happened for the past days. I had to attend some meetings,
follow-up some interviews and play some badminton with my high school
friends.

It was fun and I'm just overwhelmed. I really enjoyed my new job and my
"reunion" with my friends. Playing badminton has also made me realized that
I have to save money for some gears on it. We'll be playing regularly every
Friday. This would be so much fun.

I'm just happy and I hope things will go ok as I have to finish my
evaluation to the current system of my new job. I'll do it fast and easy.